Meaningless life

Happy one year anniversary!

For what?

Haha

Is for my blog,

cause it's been almost 1 year didn't update my blog. ><

Grrrr...

Come back to here is because I saw many famous blogger keep updating their blog, sharing their life, this makes me got the 'mood' to turned back here. XD

Why I state this title as 'meaningless life'?

It's because I'm not really enjoy my life as well.

Now I'm having my semester break, 

I got to work on weekends,

because I need money to buy all those things I need and wants,

maybe after next weekends I will finish my jobs, 

I planned to go shopping because I had promised my self that I gonna buy a high heels!

Just now I asked my mum that she willing to accompany me to go shopping and do some surveys about the high heels and cosmetics that I wants to buy.

My dad said I don't know how to save money but know to waste money, 

but do u know I'm just wanna buy the things I wants and needs with my own money!

therefore tomorrow's plan cancelled! :(
it's gonna be a dark night for me!

I don't think my life is meaningful because many things are controlled by them!

I just need more freedom!

I just wants my life like others!

it's always difficult to be happen as my wishes,

I just can accept these life and continue my life, 

after semester break, 

I gonna start the last sem of diploma,

I wish I can finish my diploma as fast as possible!

I really can't tahan many things in nowadays' life!

Please give me some freedom please!

Alright, it's time to stop writing this post,

cause I scared I can't control my self and put my self in a bad mood!

I'm just wanna to be happy, tat's all!

Written by, 

Cheryl

16/4/2013

11.28pm